
Woot! My blood elf paladin in human form! That's the Sims 2 by the way. Painstakingly recreated.
Some things I need to get off my chest before I go to sleep tonight. It had been a great week for me! Going out with my friends, eating delicious food and finding new interesting stuffs online.
You know, I have been keeping this within myself since like, last month (year) and I really really need to say....
Harrold, seriously. I can't believe someone will be so determined and spend his entire few days at home just to level his blood elf warlock to level 80. Like, you've got no life or what!? Yeah great ego there because I am still 75 with crap items while you get epics. Clap clap...but does that mean you win in life? The life as in real life?
You said you will not fall and falter but don't you realise you already did? You became suicidal, GN and I had to rush down and coax you. You were stubborn and still desperately think that the religious nut will fall in love just because you use the threat of death. It came till to the point I decided enough was enough.
Can't you see!? HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU BECAUSE HE IS DELUDED! Sigh, you know what, I think there is no point ranting on and on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so harsh on you but the hatred for emo-kids just runs in my blood and I can't control it. Also, knowing that a friend for 4 years suddenly came to be an emo devastated me; you should know that I am a hardcore happy person and I find any hint of emo revolting.
In this world, there are billions of other guys and gals. Don't be so silly and die just because someone doesn't like you. He is hopelessly deluded, you can't change him with suicide threats. Look at his blog! He is all out to get you - its a sublimal message, can't you get it? Seriously, even if I were emo, I wouldn't waste my life for such a person like him or rather, get a date with. It's weird and it creeps the hell outta anyone. Look, he cares so much more for a non-existent thing than someone on the brink of taking his own life, and worse, he adds more fuel to the fire.
What do you think happens if you die? You wasted your entire 16 years on this planet and that nut would probably go, "I will pray that all his sins which caused his death to be forgiven and attain salvation from Him." Most likely people will forget about you and your death after a year, your parent will be devastated while the rest of the world do not care. Yes, reality bites and it bites hard.
Well prove it. Prove to him that there are way better people than him! Don't you realise at that point in time you were hopelessly under his control and you don't realise it because it's subconscious? It seems that no matter what he said, you will obey to him.
It's a new year, so get a new start. I'm not your rival or friend, I'm just someone wanting to give a say about your state. If you want to find someone to love or to be loved, there's online personals, Facebook or perhaps you can take your own initative! Go ask that hot girl/guy out! Smile! Smile more! Be happy! Go volunteer!
Once you help others, you will know how fruitful that will be. You know, your life is already very much wholesome and there is no reason you should say, "I hate my life." You have a powerful PC, you get branded things, a change of cellphone frequently, you get to dine in posh restaurants and even a laser cosmetic surgery just to remove that tiny speck of mole on your nose.
Do you know that people in the third world are living in conditions much much worse than us and even sometimes sacrficing a limb or more so that THEY can hold on to the string of life!? They will do anything for food, for that little comfort they might get and hope that their family will go through all the suffering. But do they ever complain? Look at their bright smiles, their expressions - all full of hope for a better future.
You are doing clean energy engineering. Poor people around the world that can't afford electricity are looking upon you including wildlife and flora endangered from climate change. YOU are the hope to them. What if you were to come up with a breakthrough in clean energy that allows poor people to get free electricity? It will be a waste if you left this world so early.
So, I do hope you've already woken up, all refreshed and thrown your past away. You are ready to begin a new chapter in life.